December 2011
I had no days off work this week and none off again next week. I feel so drained already.
Nonexistent.
I swear this week will be the death of me. I’m super sick and I work every single day. I have 44 hours this week, not fun at all. I got called in to work a second shift today. I work two shifts tomorrow, only one shift Thursday then two shifts Friday, a long shift Saturday and a regular shift Sunday. I swear I’m gonna end up passing out at work.
It feels hard to breathe again. I’m about to completely just snap.
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Weddddding fever! My boyfriend is gonna be real annoyed for the next few days.
My parents just called me an my sister downstairs to tell us that they’re getting a divorce and that me and my dad need to move out. Merry fucking Christmas.
I need to stop letting my frustration get the best of me because it’s pushing away the one person I love more than anything. I’m so sorry. I need you.
I’m tired of setting myself up for disappointment.
Today:
Around 5 or so the boy picked me up and we went to his grandparents. We had dinner with everyone there and opened gifts, which Joe got me a new laptop since he knew I’d never get one otherwise. Then we had dessert and had to come back to my house to do gift exchange with my siblings. After we left that we went to church and met up with his mom and his brothers. As soon as service started I...
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A dyslexic man walks into a bra..
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I...
Are you fucking kidding me?
My fucking stomach feels like it's being ripped...
And trust me, it is not fun when it feels like this and I have to drive home over bumps:(
Dear mom,
It’s nights like these that I need you most. I need to just talk to you, for you to give me advice. I’m sure you would know what to do. I’m just so stressed out and at my breaking point. I hope that you’re proud of me where ever you are and that you know I’m doing the best I can. I understand that sometimes my best may not be enough but I just hope that you would find...
You know it’s bad when you have to call your boyfriend at work so that you can convince him to give you somewhere to go.