And this is me not holding anything back.: Archive

Feb 1st

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Feb 1st

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Seriously, cheesin' so big right now.

Feb 1st

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Feb 1st

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Usually at this point of the night I’d be curled up in a ball crying and I feel a mood coming on, but I will not let it arrive. I will stay positive and I will not breakdown.

Feb 1st

This is the beginning.

This is my first step towards fighting these panic attacks. I can’t deal with a break down every night. From now on I’m gonna be happy, I can’t be upset anymore because it affects someone besides just me. I won’t keep putting you through this, I will change. I will be happy.

Feb 1st

Day Nine.

“Your last kiss” My last kiss was at midnight on Saturday in my driveway. Just a simple, okay maybe multiple simple, goodnight kisses from my boyfriend.

Feb 1st

sarcasm is beautiful

tragicwords: especially when people don’t realise you’re using it

Feb 1st

"REBLOG IF YOU ARE VERY AFRAID TO LOSE YOUR MOM,...

I can’t really be afraid of what has already happened.

Feb 1st

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I love leaving you little messages for you to come...

Jan 31st

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I love this new found optimism.

I don’t know where it came from but I’m happy it’s here. I have hope. And I don’t plan on loosing it. For once I’m excited to go to therapy and show her the progress I’ve made in just these last 12 hours.

Jan 31st

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I’m seriously about to drop precalc. I don’t need it, I have all the math credits I need to graduate and I don’t understand anything in there. I don’t need it to bring down my gpa.

Jan 31st

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I'm so lucky you deal with my bullshit.

Not only were you texting me trying to make me feel better while I was sobbing last night but you woke up in the middle of the night because I had a nightmare and you refused to hang up for an hour even though you were falling asleep on the phone and you had school this morning because you wanted to be there for me. I swear I don’t deserve you, you deserve better than me but I’m not...

Jan 31st

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Another nightmare.

Jan 31st

I can't stop crying.

I hate that I get these moods. I hate it soo much and since you can’t be here to make this better I’m just gonna cry into your hoodie and most likely fall asleep with it.

Jan 31st

All I want right now is to lay down and for you to...

Jan 31st

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I hate this so much.

Hopefully watching The Nanny will get my mind off of it.

Jan 31st

I'm so broken.

Jan 31st

17595) I just want to be able to look in the...

Jan 31st

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I pray you'll stay.

Jan 31st

radkexisxrad: teamgaskarth93: I REBLOG THIS SOLELY FOR KALLIE Craig Mabbitt, fucking fuck you’re gorgeous.

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Day Eight.

“Something you’re worrying about” My mind is so cluddered with worries at all times that I can’t even form words for most of them. The ones I can form worries for I don’t want to place words to them with fear that if I do then the worries will become bigger.

Jan 31st

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Bold what applies to you! →

I am a male. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses( only for certain things) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost,...

Jan 31st

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